First thing of the story, my friend liked this person. She told me this truth, and I was shocked at first. I actually know nothing about him except his name(not even how to spell his name) and eventhough we often met but we never talk.
Because my friend likes him, she started to talk about him all the time,and being excited everytime he was near us. As her friend, of course I was excited with this situation and trying to find a clue if maybe this guy interested in my friend. I started to look for him in the crowd, being a little spyish, and being super excited everytime I found fact that he stole a glance to us (assume it to my friend, of course).
But things started to change when my friend showed me his sns profile. This person has several sns platforms. I visited some and feel somehow familiar with his blog like I have read it somewhere. I read some post and found out that yes, I have read this blog a long time before, by incoincidence! I guess thats when I was looking for some information~which is provided on that blog. I happened to read some of his post too that time...thats why I feel familiar. Wow, I never know it was him all this time. Okay, trying to catch his character from his blog is one thing,but I am more mesmerized by the fact that he got scholarship from one of the coolest university ever. From that point, My curiousity about this guy reached far from the point where a friend helping her friend looking for some information about the guy she liked. I started to enjoy reading his blogs, hoping to find more facts about him, and the more I know a thing about him the more I fall deeper for his charm.
What is this...??
Is this Attraction..... or Adoration...?
Wait! Don't get me wrong. I don't like this guy in a romatical way (maybe not yet hahhahha who knows hahaha kidding). I mean, I keep supporting my friend with him, and I dont even hope I'll get a chance to know this person personally.
Its just that.... I'm amazed with some things that he did in his life. At the age of 25, he achieved a lot of things, things that I was once want to achieve in my life. Part of me was mesmerized, another part was jealous. The more I found fact about him, I can feel his intelligence, and that reminds me of my college friend when I was still active in campus. If he studied in my campus, I can see him in the same gank with them hahaha. Suddenly, I see him in different light, and whenever I meet him I feel so small and unworthy. lol.
What is this...??
Is this Attraction..... or Adoration...?
Wait! Don't get me wrong. I don't like this guy in a romatical way (maybe not yet hahhahha who knows hahaha kidding). I mean, I keep supporting my friend with him, and I dont even hope I'll get a chance to know this person personally.
Its just that.... I'm amazed with some things that he did in his life. At the age of 25, he achieved a lot of things, things that I was once want to achieve in my life. Part of me was mesmerized, another part was jealous. The more I found fact about him, I can feel his intelligence, and that reminds me of my college friend when I was still active in campus. If he studied in my campus, I can see him in the same gank with them hahaha. Suddenly, I see him in different light, and whenever I meet him I feel so small and unworthy. lol.
His achievement in life questions me a lot about my life, to the point that I regret not doing so well in my study, because if I did I probably had the same experience with him. But what is it to regret? Besides, I'm not doing that bad actually ~ I am happy with what I did now. I just hope by knowing his story i'll be a better person. Be a person who help others in need. Period.
Oh, and a little updates:
- my friend did not like this guy anymore.....because she already has new boyfriend :|
- nothing happened between This Person and I.. okay?
Side Note:
I am confident writing about him in here because i dont see any chance for That Person to come by this blog :D
I'm trying to wrote this post as vague as possible, so ppl would be very curious of this guy XD
But if That Person happens to saw this, I hope he's oblivious... or stay calm and pretend nothing happen. Will you? hahahaha
