28 April 2016

That Person

This is a short story about That Person.


First thing of the story, my friend liked this person. She told me this truth, and I was shocked at first. I actually know nothing about him except his name(not even how to spell his name) and eventhough we often met but we never talk. 

Because my friend likes him, she started to talk about him all the time,and being excited everytime he was near us. As her friend, of course I was excited with this situation and trying to find a clue if maybe this guy interested in my friend. I started to look for him in the crowd, being a little spyish, and being super excited everytime I found fact that he stole a glance to us (assume it to my friend, of course).

But things started to change when my friend showed me his sns profile. This person has several sns platforms. I visited some and feel somehow familiar with his blog like I have read it somewhere. I read some post and found out that yes, I have read this blog a long time before, by incoincidence! I guess thats when I was looking for some information~which is provided on that blog. I happened to read some of his post too that time...thats why I feel familiar. Wow, I never know it was him all this time. Okay, trying to catch his character from his blog is one thing,but I am more mesmerized by the fact that he got scholarship from one of the coolest university ever. From that point, My curiousity about this guy reached far from the point where a friend helping her friend looking for some information about the guy she liked. I started to enjoy reading his blogs, hoping to find more facts about him, and the more I know a thing about him the more I fall deeper for his charm.

What is this...??
Is this Attraction..... or Adoration...?

Wait! Don't get me wrong. I don't like this guy in a romatical way (maybe not yet hahhahha who knows hahaha kidding). I mean, I keep supporting my friend with him, and I dont even hope I'll get a chance to know this person personally.

Its just that.... I'm amazed with some things that he did in his life. At the age of 25, he achieved a lot of things, things that I was once want to achieve in my life. Part of me was mesmerized, another part was jealous. The more I found fact about him, I can feel his intelligence, and that reminds me of my college friend when I was still active in campus. If he studied in my campus, I can see him in the same gank with them hahaha. Suddenly, I see him in different light, and whenever I meet him I feel so small and unworthy. lol. 

His achievement in life questions me a lot about my life, to the point that I regret not doing so well in my study, because if I did I probably had the same experience with him. But what is it to regret? Besides, I'm not doing that bad actually ~ I am happy with what I did now. I just hope by knowing his story i'll be a better person. Be a person who help others in need. Period.




Oh, and a little updates:
- my friend did not like this guy anymore.....because she already has new boyfriend :|
- nothing happened between This Person and I.. okay?




Side Note:
I am confident writing about him in here because i dont see any chance for That Person to come by this blog :D

I'm trying to wrote this post as vague as possible, so ppl would be very curious of this guy XD
But if That Person happens to saw this, I hope he's oblivious... or stay calm and pretend nothing happen. Will you? hahahaha

15 October 2015

Fall, Once Again





Always relevant.




Draft

I have like..... 30+ drafts in this blog since 2011..... mostly about my travel journal.

I'll try to finish it one by one.


I should stop my habit of getting my business unfinished from now.


Till next time.

22 September 2015

Blood Donation

If there is one thing that both giving and receiving greater value, i think its Blood Donation.


There is not a bad thing about Blood Donation in my opinion.
Some things that you should know about blood donation:
1) By letting the blood out, you are letting your body produce new cells to grow and giving you new sets of fresh blood
2) Do you know that you have to be healthy to give blood? So be thankful if you are eligible to do it because that means your body is in a good condition :)
3) Blood donation is a basically an investment to your own protection. Why? if someday you are caught into accident and in need of blood who knows if its your own blood that saves your life?
4) There is no more greater reason to give blood except the reason of helping people who is in need of it.


So if physically you are able to donate blood but the only thing that stopping you from giving it is because you are scared of needles and pain, please think twice.
If someday you or people around you need it but no one willing to gave it because they are scared to do it, what will you feel? 

I am admit that I was afraid of donating blood at first because people said it hurts and your body will be weak after that. But you know what? Let me tell you my own story.

When I was high school, three of my closest friend and I study together for university entrance exam. One of my friend suggested us to do nazar (promise) if we were accepted into Universitas Indonesia we should give blood donation. I did not think twice and joined the nazar. Apparently, I was the only one who got accepted at Universitas Indonesia. It was year 2009 and I want to give blood donation but people said I cant, because I was too skinny and weighed less than 45 kilograms. To be honest, I forgot my nazar for some time until 2012 I remember about it and after that I tried to gain weight. On my birthday that year, I decided I will give blood donation to fulfill my nazar as I want to do good things on my birthday. So I went to blood donation unit in Senayan City Mall and from the pre-check I was fit to do it. That day, i finally fulfilled my nazar and I never thought that giving blood gave something  like.... very mysterical feeling to me. Suddenly I wanted to do it again and again. Its also did not hurt like what people said. Its only hurt a little. After that, I always looked forward to give blood donation and encourage my friends to do it too. Right now, i am a regular blood donator every 3-4 months. ^^ 


I hope this post will encourage people who read it to let out 350cc of your precious blood to those in need :)

18 September 2015

안녕?


Note to self:

don't overthink.

09 September 2015

Thank you .....



I would say this is the definition of:

What I Like
What I Want
What I Need.

23 June 2015

Japan Autumn Sky Story

Fuji Mountain taken from 38000 feet.
Can you see its peak?

Narita. on approach to runway.

Odaiba Fuji TV Station. Its nice to finally seen the scene on Digimon in real.

uh oh. its going to rain anytime soon (ended up just a sprinkles)

Odaiba liberty statue. it was a warm sunny day after rain the day before.

almost sunset in kyoto.



There was a magical moment when the sun about to set and its light luminates to the objects around you.. everything around you started to light up in red, give an effect of being in a fire. Truly beautiful and nothing comes after Subhanallah.

on the way to Nagoya. The clouds seems so close its like you can open your window and reached it right away..

almost sunset in Nagoya.



















21 June 2015

21/06/2013

Its the highest academic achievement in my life......so far ;)


Life goes on...

07 June 2015

Spring has gone by chance


This song has been played in my music player like....100 times? I dont know. maybe more.
I keep it on loop on the way go to and back from work. You know when i'm into a thing i cant help myself.....

Now, just like its title, spring has gone by chance.
I can totally relate this song to my spring this year. Its kinda nice, memorable, fun.......bittersweet.
Even the lyrics are relevant. hmm not all of them are, but mostly describe my spring feelings.
Some things may not ended up like the way we wished them to, but, sincerely, i want to thank everyone who gave me a happy feeling this spring :)

Move on everyone!! Its june! Summer is coming, but i'm not really excited with my incoming summer trip. Maybe because its too near and short and going everywhere in summer feels like in jakarta anyway. haha. I booked the tix and accomodation already, but still have no plan on making itineraries.... i'll do it when its near d-day.. kkk


p.s the girl who sees smell is a veryveryvery gooooooood drama!!! highly recommended!! everyone watch it~~~!